Saturday, December 18, 2010

Wrapped up in myself

Come on woman, where have you been?

I think I have had a little too much time for mental masturbation of late and have forgotten that there are others out there who do not have time to indulge in such fripperies.

Having returned from a trip- Belgium and England- I found myself relaxed, refreshed and blissfully unaware that the festive season was here. I was caught up in me. I suppose a blog is not the best place to lament being self-indulgent when a blog is basically a diary for the digital age but where there is an audience.

I have been very selfish recently which is not a trait I like in anyone least of all myself. I have always prided myself on being capable of thinking of others and being accommodating. I think this was perhaps delusional.

Friends are going through tough times and I am thinking about baking or learning a diminished scale. What am I like? Must get back to being who and what I am. The airheadedness must be attributed to something but can't think what. Can I call it culture shock returning here after being in Europe? Trust me some mental adjustment was needed upon my return.

Must remove my head from my arse and get back to basics.

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