Just sometimes

Just sometimes I need to post a blog entry to let people know I am still here and have a thought or two.

Just sometimes I need to step outside my comfort zone to test how I function and prove I can accept new challenges.

Just sometimes I have to do what I would least like to. I have a list of such things but if I really love someone else I have to compromise and be more mature... and it hurts.

Just sometimes I have to love as if I had just invented it. Throw caution to the wind, be in the moment, and let nothing distract me from physical and emotional pleasure.

Just sometimes I need to think and be alone.

Just sometimes I have to pretend I am not just a stay at home Mum. I am a writer, musician and teacher but this side can be denied or just ignored.

Just sometimes I need to dance around the living room with my daughters and embrace the simplicity and purity of this act as I watch the enjoyment spread across their faces.

Just sometimes I need to accept that there is only so much I can do.

Just sometimes I need to bake and eat a large chocolate cake.

Just sometimes I need to lose myself in a book to the exclusion of the outside world.

Just sometimes I need to get more involved with external events and try to make the world a better place.

Just sometimes I need to relax.

Just sometimes ........